d life of d.S.1

Election jz finished. n those parties who hv won, congrats… bt i hv a question 4 those who hv won d election."y do u hv 2 ask pp 2 vote 4 u?", if u r reli so kaliber n so charismatic, pp got eyes, pp can c de ma.. y hv 2 post ur own posters everywhere n show ur "dou dou" face leh? y hv 2 criticise other parties n other pp leh?

is dis d purpose of d election? in order 2 win pp’s hearts, u will do watsoeva 2 win? includin criticises other pp? haiz.. sometimes i think dat politics is too complicated, i once think of tekin part in d politic, bt afta some times, i think i m not appropriate… action speaks louder den words, a lito less conversation, guys..

less talks, mo works… if u use d time of those talks 2 do other stuffs, i think pp will b mo hepi, many things can b done mo instead of d saliva bulleting out like AK 47… i reli cant understand. mayb i don k bout isu semasa dat much la. bt i love our country.

y don o d parties join 2gether n work 2gether, cooperate 2gether. i know different parties hv their own objectives… bt if everybody can work it out, den a better 2molo can b created.. i think pp will b heppier…

sometimes i wan 2 keep things simple, bt i tek a look at dis world, pp in dis world is so realistic n sometimes materialistic. they hv strong sense of earthlistic (haha), jz few days i go out shoppin, u know wat saw?

i saw 2 gals sittin in d gate there playin dolls wv d gate closed. n dat time it is raining, n both of them playin dolls wv their umbrella. so cute, so simple, so innocent… den i went 2 d bank, i saw a brother n a sister playin inside d bank, playin wv d petak petak on d floor.. jumpin n jumpin like playin hopscotch. haha, it is so cute. so simple..

when we r growin up, many things we hv seen, many things we hv adopted, many things we hv changed. Many things dat we c make us change in order 2 adopt 2 these "realistic" earth. y like dis? pp willing 2 kill their own brothers 2 get d harta of their family… they tend 2 sacrifice anything 2 capai their goal…

sometimes, i oso feel i m vy realistic… cz i hv 2 progress. everybody hv their time 2 b realistic. bt sometimes i reli think too much of about a thing, n actually it is vy simple. y i wanna think 4 so much? cz i wan everythin 2 b in correct sequence, i wan everythin 2 b smooth.

i started 2 think of d 2 gals n d brother n sister… life is simple 4 them. enjoy it… i feel like i don wanna grow up. haha. keep it simply simple. don make it mo complicated… simple simple will do. b tegas wv ur own pendirian, n don b too stuborn. b simple.. hv d urge 2 do it, do it 4 other pp, not 4 urself, prove it 2 urself, not 2 other pp… make other pp hepi, don show ur anger n disattisfaction in front of other pp… n most important, b there when they need u… owes appreciate wat u hv receive… n pray owes… dis d simply d simplest thing d.S.1 do.. simply simple, rite? no pressure. i m enjoyin it~~~

I m vy lookin 4ward 4 dis time holiday… cz i think i need time 2 consider.. time 2 consider wat? time 2 consider myself 2wards my study attitude. nowadays, mayb these few years, i hv been strugglin in my studies..

mayb sth wrong wv my study style. i used 2 b vy stubborn n don wanna change my study attitude, n now since i m not so stubborn anymo, i m willing 2 giv myself a chance 2 change my study attitude n my attitude 2wards study.

dulu, i don tek studies seriously, i jz play play n think if i hv done my bez, i will b d bez.. bt dis thing wont reli apply here if u DON DO UR BEZ when u r revising n studyin b4 d test. well, dat is me.. owes playin in wateva things i m doin.. i wont pressure myself.

even in d debate competition, d referees say i m not serious enough, n i m not tekin d debate competition seriously. jokin around, create jokes, small small actions.. haha, well, i make d whole atmosphere cheerful. dis is d atmosphere i wan, relaxin n cheerful, no pressure, jz smiles n laughters everywhere. i dono whether my frens feel d atmosphere o not.. hohoho

i owes tell myself, get serious when is needed, get playful if d condition allows. well, so far i only c myself being serious in relationships  especially in helpin frens, when playin big futbo matches, when handling a big project. n wheneva i do those serious things, sometimes i realize pp r scared of me n i will get hot tempered easily.

mayb dis is wat i call EQ, emotional intelligence…haha, sometimes i don wanna get too serious oso in my studies, cz i don wanna accept d disappointment n d failure. it gonna b vy hurt once u study vy vy hard n d results r not there 4 u… well, dis "tek it relaxinly’ is d attitude i learn when i m in SHS. owes in shs.. owes bout shs.. haha, sorry ar. i bgin 2 feel vy relaxed in SHS cz everythin looks vy relaxin.

only u urself determine d standard of pressure n ur standard of relaxation, in utp, some pp make it vy tense, some pp make it vy enjoyable, some pp make it vy borin, some pp make it vy meaningful.. different pp hv different style. some pp come here 2 study. they work reli hard, everyday holdin books, even goin 2 toilet oso hv 2 bring notes wv them. some pp, u can c them around everywhere, where we seldom find them in d room. n yet they got good results..

don tell me dat they don study, they did.. mayb they jz study at nite o watsoeva. 99% depends on ur hardworkin, 1% depends on ur intelligence, dis is wat i truly blieve. u will deserve how much u sacrifice. n now i hv not reli go 4 it, a lot of things, i think is a gift from heaven.. my spm result n my petronas scholarship.. dis r o gifts from heaven. i reli din pursue 4 it.

d thing i reli go 4 it is d jpa bt i din get it. in return i get d petronas scholarship which is considered as a better option if compared 2 jpa. many things start buggin my mind when i think of my own unserious attitude. even final exam i can oso tek it play playly.. n i reli hv 2 change dis attitude rite away.. change 2 wat? change 2 d way dat is "serious when needed bt remains cheerful"

wat m i tokin bout? haha. bt durin dis mid sem break, i gota think bout it. bt i think i no need 2 think bout it. i hv 2 change.. ehem. i choose 2 change la. change my thinkin only.. only change my attitude 2wards study.

I don jz come here study n go home n 4get bout things. i tek it home wv me… 2day i m goin bek, bt o my frens r hvin their physics test. n i hv 2 sit 4 it afta i come bek from mid sem break. so durin d holiday, i hv 2 work hard on my physics. gotta work hard on every subject.. lulu lulu. vy scared dat i will bcom sot sot 1 day, haha bt nvm. i got a bunch of nice n carin frens over here. "when things don go ur way, u hv a whole bunch of frebs dat will bek u up", thanks 4 dis quote, ml.

thanks 4 givin me time 2 change.. i will try 2 get over it. i m willin 2 let u change me, A+, n i m willing 2 change 4 u…

I try vy hard 2 push myself 2 study.. mayb not vy hard mayb a lito bit hard, bt not 2o hard la.. study ar study.. y we hv 2 study?? y la y? tell me y…. mayb dis is students responsibility. some pp will feel uneasy if they don sttudy..
bt 4 me, if i don study, i will feel hepi… i will feel uneasy if i don play futbo.. like now lo.. feel vy kaki gatal bt d time hvnt come yet. i still cant play futbo. 2day, got a fren ask me whether i can play futbo o not.. i straight away say no.. cz i hvnt fully recovered. den he say dat whole sem cant play futbo liao lo.. sorry, fren.. i promise u, nex sem!!! i m pushin myself 2 full fitness..
piles of books n exercises, i c on my frens table n even bed.. as 4 me, laptop lo, water bottle lo, calendar lo, n books wv spiderweb on top of them… haha. n now, i m pushin myself 2 study,. yesterday i went 2 watch d sports news… i saw d fabregas goal…
it is superb fantastic fabulous cracking goal from d 19 years old spanish playmaker cesc fabregas. when i saw d goal, i felt i was floating.. afta he scored, he is not arrogant, he staight away ran 2 his manager’s side, arsene wenger n hug him…
well, i felt reli energetic at dat time.. b4 dat, arsenal was criticised teruk sekali by d medias n o d pp.. n fabregas is d 1st 1 2 silence everybody.. he is d 1st 1 2 prove everybody’s wrong by his determination n strong belief… from d face, i can c strong urge n strong determination… he nvr stop tryin n gettin 2 d goal..
den i saw manu’s goal which scored by c. ronaldo.. when he scores d goal, he looks vy arrogant, like showin off his goal like dat, n so does his manager, alex ferguson. at dat time, i make a comparison, wanna b like fabregas o ronaldo? well, i wanna learn from fabregas, don stop pushing myself 2 d goal i wan.. it is jz fabulous goal from fabregas..
so, i guess now i gotta push myself like wat fabregas did, especially in my studies. in other matters, i m ok bt jz only in studies. it’s time 2 push in d studies, fren….

1/3, my b-day… my b-day. thanks 4 my mom n dad 4 family plannin so dat i dont lahir on 29/2, if not i will hv 2 celebrate a year in 4 years… haha. dis year like last year, i celebrate away from my hometown n my family members, but d different thing is dis is d 1st time i celebrate wv my utp frens…

actually, from wat i hv knew, i know they r goin 2 celebrate 4 me bt jz dono wat tactic they r usin n wat time they r usin… in d end, they say i spoiled their plan by goin 2 V2 2 play ping pong, if not they say their plan will work.. hoho, sorry ar, frens…

2day is oso a b-day of my coursemate, irene.. so they celebrate our b-day 2gether. we gather in v2, den suddenly ah tat n ah ming come out wv b-day cakes n b-day song… wow, i at dat time, was singing, "hepi b-day 2 irene" haha, 4get bout my b-day oso… den make 3 wishes…  .i hope my leg can recover vy soon so dat i can return 2 d world of futbo .. i hope i still can b a good fren of my frens … (XXXX)

d party end up in d usual way, d most shocking part they bought a casual shoe 4 me, wv d blue nike stripes… wow~~~~, i think quite costly, d 1 i c in ipoh parade last time… hehe. n another thing i will treasure is d b-day card. i can say dat it is d biggest card i hv ever received, n got a lot of blessings inside.. i reli like dis a lot,,, 38 blessings inside.. n bout d shoe ar.. dis is d 1st time i wear a branded shoe.. n it is d 1st time i wear d shoe which is mo den rm100 la.. hohoo

wow, i reli will appreciate dis… d design, d words, i reli vy vy like it… at least i can gantung it somewhere in my room~~~ i hv grown up a year again.. n i hope dat i can b a mo mature guy n bcom a fren of my frens…

thanks everybody, relily… hoho. thanks 4 ur participation  n attendance last nite in v2, though i don chat long wv everybody. bt i oso make myself a promise, i will ensure dat i wont 4get o d b-day boys o gals… i will try 2 celebrate 4 everybody so dat i wont ignore any1..

dis year, i don receive so many sms from my sibu frens, only some of them remember me. mayb dis is life gua. bt i wont 4get them. haha. everybody changes when time passes, so i better change d "stubborn" attitude of mine.

JOHNNY TIONG HOK HUI, 19 years old… hohohohohohohohoho