my thoughts
again, dis piece of material is written when i m in d camp.. jhehe
as a fren n sometimes as a leader, i m very scared 2 let pp down, disappointed. n as a fren, i m very scared 2 ignore them, let them feel ignored n lonely. there r times when everybody gets sad o hepi, n i think i m owes d 1st 1 2 b there wv them, 2 share their sadness o joy. it’s bcz i want them 2 know dat they r not alone. they hv frens.. n i will owes b there when they need help..
jz like liverpool slogan.. "u’ll nvr walk alone".. dis is an amazing quote.. it is hard 2 xpress our problems. bt i think sometimes i can notice thru d way they talk, they react n from their facial xpressions. sometimes i will like 2 try 2 approach them n help 2 solve problems. bcz of dis, sometimes i neglect my studies n dont score good results in exams. i’ll rather put other pp ahead of me.
i personally feel dat these exams, studies r nothing cz it is jz like a measurement 2 measure where our standard is. it’s nothing, jz a piece of cert. bt soon, i realize dis word "knowledge" comes in . i try 2 convince myself, if i dont study, i’ll hv no knowldege. n wvout knowledge, i wont b able 2 assist n help my frens. wat i want 2 c is their smiles. when they’re hepi, i think i’ll oso b hepi. i seldom think 4 mysealf.
sometimes i overdo it.. n dis cause a lot of damage 2 myself n oso other individual. i learn from d STE camp, d word 2 describe my doins r selfless. okay.. selfless. sometimes, i was scoled "stupid" by my frens bcz they said dat though i sacrifice so many things 4 other pp, mayb other pp wont appreciate. well, thanks, folks. i oso know dis thing so i hv 2 admit i m stupid.. well, dat’s y i call myself as "d.S.1"….
i know dat not everybody will appreciate, bt at least i do my part as a fren or a leader. i can say myself is a responsible person. i learn dis from my moral class. responsible is an attitude o action oso shown when nobody is watchin. i know mayb nobody will appreciate wat i hv done, bt i jz do it.
i learn 2 b humble n not 2 b too arrogant. i wont walk around spreadin wat i’ve done. bla bla bla.. bt i will jz stay silent n hepi. dis is y i don want 2 neglect any of my frens. i want 2 b there wv them when they r alone, i wan 2 c their smiling faces.. hohohoho
n i don like 2 let pp down, as a leader especially. i learn a lot of things. i know when 2 differentiate time 2 b serious n playful. when it’s a formal o serious issue, i’ll b serious, 100% commited. n when it’s time 2 play, i can play very crazily till i take off my shirts. n i oso wanna tek dis opportunity 2 say sorry cz i owes kacau pp when pp is studyin cz i tek studies not seriously..
dis is wat i receive from my frens. some of them ask me how i manage my emotions n leadership skills? well, i jz answer 1 word "commitment", in watever we’re doin, we muz hv 100% commitment in ourselves, so dat we wont let d pp down. i hope i’ll b a better leader, a mo understandin leader.
now is 2008. n i think i m sure of my target now. i’ll hv 2 prepare myself 4 my ultimate goal, which is 2 make other pp hepi. jz simple miles on their faces will make me hepi. well, bt now hv 2 study hard dluu. lord , grant me d serenity 2 accept d things i cant change, courage 2 change d things i can n wisdom 2 know d differences…
