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dis blog is written when i m in port dickson, nothing 2 do mar. plus no laptop there. so jz write on d piece of paper den i type in2 my blog.. and it is written on 1/1/08.. hoho
normally, pp owes hv their new targets and their new mission n goals in the new year. bt dis year, in 2008, i feel like i hv no target, i jz dono y. i feel mt n feel like i got everythin ady. i was quite confused. n i oso dono how 2 describe d feeling. i jz feel dat 2008 is jz another day. there’s no difference btween 31/12/07 n 1/1/08. of cz got some difference la, hehe, receive many blessing messages. bsides dat, i feel nothing.
new target? new mission? new goal? i wan a new target so dat i can go n chase afta it. so dat i can pursue afta it. bt wat r my targets? wat r my objectives of life? wat do i hv 2 do 2 make myself hepi n contented? thousands of question popped when i was thinking of my objectives of new year…
mayb 2 continue 2 b my own d.S.1? now i would like 2 question myself, wat is d real definition of d.S.1, can it b applicalbe 2 other pp? muz it only 4 me? wat is so different bout me if compared 2 other pp? m i so different? ok i think i fot d answer, i m actually jz an ordinary human. 2 hands, 2 legs, nothing peculiar about me..
bt i think mayb is my mentality n mayb my way of thinkin keeps me strong. i m not d smartest o d most intelligent person, bt i hv d strongest will, confidence, perseverance, deteremination, enthusiasm n commitment. dat’s y i think i m different gua.i owes put other pp ahead of myself. i think dis is seldom seen in d society. i feel dis is good attitude, bt 1 day, i was puzzled when somebody say i m selfish
i try 2 understand d situation, i din make any xplanation 2 her comment. i jz try 2 understan, bt i reli cant imagine o understand d situation. everybody is selfish? i don think so. ok, i agree wv u , bt i’ll keep things simple. when i say i keep things simple, means i think it in my own way. if u say everybody is selfish, den how bout stevie g? he oso selfish? he rejected chelsea n continue to captain liverpool 2 their successvie 5th champions league cup. is he selfish>. if he;s selfish, den he would have gone 2 chelsea n see his liverpool devastated wvout him..
from dis , i know sth. if u reli k 4 a person o a thing u like, u’ll sacrifice urself n will not act selfish. i think so like dis, i like my frens n my school, i often sacrifice my time, my energy n even my own freedom 4 them. m i selfish? M i??? 4 me, i don think so. 4 u, mayb i m. bt now i hv a strong point 4 myself. i kon k how other pp look @ me, as long as hw i judge myself. well, d eyes tumbuh @ ur head, i cant control it. bt, i respect u 4 ur opinions.. thanks…
2 put other pp ahead of myself, is dis my new objective? i jz hv 2 continue it? wat;s my definition of d.S.1? dare 2 b angry, dare 2 voice up, dare 2 do, dare 2 bear d responsibility? wes there when needed though r not been asked, a good ploanner n leader? is dat d real definition of d.S.1? now another question comes in, actually everybody is different from 1 another. bt i don k la.. u can say i m arrogant o wuliao 4 callin myself as d.S.1 bt i think i m reli d.S.1. lulu lulu…
if u doubt me, y don u b another d.S.1? actually, everybody whud try 2 b a d.S.1. reli. i hope i m not confused. so mayb my new objective is 2 continue 2 b d.S.1 gua… haiz, conclusion, my new year objective .. is still…. X-files, an unendin hymn, asn unsoluble question.
hope i can find my answers n my inspirations …. soon..
