Bad n can b worse

I injured my rite knee when I was playin futbo last nite.. I think it is quite a terrible injury I hv so far.. cz I completely cant walk.. I cant even stand up. I jz hv 2 sit there. I stretched out my reite leg 2 stop my fren from kickin d bo, bt his shoot was too powerful n I can say like i twist my rite knee 2 d rite side.

It was such a pain. I jz lie down there wvout movin. 1st of o, I thought it is still 4 a while, den afta several mins, I can start playin again. Bt not dis time.. I try 2 stand up, bt cant. My frens help me 2 stand up bt I cant stand up usin my rite leg. My rite leg can stretch straight. It was a total disaster.. I cant imagine it is happenin 2 me..

Den got many things wonderin in my mind, dislocation, sprained, twist, ligament damage… bt dis time it happens on my knee, my leg, my rite leg. Long time ago, I hv thought of dis matter, if 1 day, I cant walk o play futbo, den I will b finished. I lov my legs.. wvout them, I will b like dead.. OKU.. cant do anything, everythin hv 2 b assisted by other pp. I cant do wat I wan, I cant go play futbo, I cant go SHS, I cant go celebrate CNY, I cant go rush my stuff, I cant help my frens if I m in dis condition..

While my frens r worryin, I try 2 convince dat I m ok n ask them 2 continue d game. Bt they din. They r rite there sitin bside me. I try 2 cheer them up, haha. Bt they r still worryin.. den joel n wenzhen go n buy ice 4 me. Ice will reduce d pain? I don think so. I know dat dis time it is vy serious case.. mayb I wont b able 2 walk….. I was vy scared, feelin like telling d whole world n ask 4 help.

Den they carry me bek 2 my hostel, wa. Vy song ler.. looks like an emperor carryin around.. don don don qiang… haha, bt once we got bek, they send me 2 d UTP clinic, den d UTP clinic ask me go 2 d batu gajah hospital.. wulala, den I start 2 realize dat dis is vy serious. D doc in UTP say dat it can b dislocation.. DISLOCATION~~!!!??!! I was puzzled.. I remember wat happen 2 damien duff, arjen robben, Michael owen, they r out 4 more den 6 months.. I don wanna b like them.

I wanna walk, I wanna run.. I still got a lot of things 2 b done.. god, don let me b paralyzed..

I m very scared n I only pray at dat time, den we got a senior lead d way 2 d batu gajah hospital, well, d doc ask me 2 go visit him 2day noon 2pm like dat.. actually got go same as not go.

He din giv me any medicine n say dat it is an emergency room n only 4 emergency case.. gr~~ my case not emergency meh? I will b paralyzed 4 my whole life, u goin 2 tek k of me ar??

I was vy depressed. Bt I jz wanna sleep.. well, jz hope everythin will b ok..

Hope 2 run in d SHS Stamford bridge soon… jesus, I ask

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help as a beggar ask alms, will u help me..

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