When can i reach there??
2day, i go 2 stadium wv my fren, ah tat. woohoo, u know who is he? mayb he is d bakal wakil negara in volleybo laer… hehe
bcz 2day is d volleybo selection 4 o d sukma nex year.. of cz my fren is very excited, bt he really worry a lot la, i think. he worry bout his studies if he get selected.. he oso worry bout his trainings la.. aiyoyo, he really worry too much la
bt i think he din xpress too much la, bt i can c from his speech n conversation wv him. i thought i m d only 1 who think a lot, bt he oso think 4 his future,, perhaps he is another d.S.1 la..haha
bt, when i was sittin there, see o those players playin n trainin volleybo, i feel like very admire o of them. especially when they jog 2gether, doin warmin up 2gether, smashin d bo, jumpin high in2 d air, i really envy them..
y they can play so good in sports.. bt i cant even play good in my own sport, futbo??? i think i m good, bt not good enough 2 compete wv others.. i think there r owes others who can play better den me..
another reason is dat mayb futbo is a popular game among d teenagers, so mayb there r other mo better player den me.. haha, bt i can feel dat my skill is really droppin now..
i m not playin 2 my full potential now, i m not concentratin now, i m not givin my bez shoot when i m playin now(though i score many goals, haha), i jz feel like i m not as serious as dulu when i play.
here, now, i started 2 play gk, defenders, started 2 stand there n rest a lito bit, started 2 run in every position, started 2 b lazzy, don run bek defence when needed.. y is dis happenin 2 me?? i really dono la.. mayb i really xiao kan d standard here la,, feel like i m better den any other 1.
so dat i m sambil lewa, bt afta nex week, o nex time, i play seriously… try 2 b like dulu.. i try 2 bring up my own standard n my fren’s standard.. upgrade d standards of futbo~~
unfortunately i like sudah injured.. i telah tarik my sheng jing xian afta tackled by a fren.. aiya, nvr min la, give me time 2 recover as well as 2 prepare myself 4 d nex game..
startin 2 wonder, when will i enter d UTP team n train d futbo like those pros??
i really dono, bt i hope i will. so i will try 2 prove my own value
