pressure d pressure
nowadays, i feel quite pressured. it’s quite different from wat i hv in previous years. i dono how 2 say bt it’s totally different. i feel like got many things need 2 b done n i hvnt done it.
now in uni, i still hv a lot of things i hvnt done yet. i think i hv a sickness ady. d sickness is i seldom done wat i hv said. in d previous years, i owes do wat i say, bt now, i din really do wat i say.
i say i wanna cycle 2 tronoh, bt i hvnt done it b4, i say i wanna tour round utp at nite, i oso hvnt done yet, i say i wanna study hard, n yet i oso hvnt done. i feel like life like dis is quite empty, din do d thing i say.
i oso don quite understand wat i say, mayb is my english got problem, o it is quite late now. being kacau by my frens in my room. my room is very popular rite now, i call it MELAKA cz it is quite strategic, owes got pp come here n chat. cant really concentrate on wat i wanna do.
i wan some privacy oso cant. when they r here, i feel like if i don layan them, i will b impolite, so i jz tok wv them n ignore my own stuff. i think there is where i mean by i don do d things i say. i’ll try 2 control d popularity of pp went inside my room
mayb i m too nice, a good fren>> i appreciate it, bt thanks. if u c me bz, pls know wat 2 do la. i don like 2 halau pp de, u shud know by urself..
i think dis is d biggest mental pressure i ever hv. bt, i think i’ll pressure d pressure… hope so la
now got many works need 2 b done, i still got a movie 2 make, moral notes 2 photostate, moral projects 2 b done, moral portfolios 2 b done, english essays 2 b done, club activites 2 b done.. a lot of things 2 b done. frens 2 care oso..
y i make my life so difficult? bt i like dis kind of life, it makes me a better d.S.1. a better fren, a better man, a better human. yep, sure. i wont regret wat i say. i like challenges, i like pressures.
"i m not d most intelligent o smartest brainhead around, bt i hv d strongest will, enthusiasm, perseverence and determination..dat’s y i m SPECIAL.."
i nvr doubt myself. i know my frens can feel d way, bt they jz don wanna express it.. haha, come on d.S.1…
holiday is comin… break is comin.. i’ll settle it usin d old fashion way, d human way, d d.S.1 way..
