d life of d.S.1

i think i hv fully recovered from my ligament injury dat happened 2 me half year ago.. when i m in d month of january, 3 days afta i study in utp 4 my 2nd sem of my foundation.. haha. n i cant walk 4 2 weeks, n luckily i still can go visit houses durin CNY 2 collect angpows. haha

afta 5 months of rest, bt i oso got play futbo in btween la.. when i m bek in sibu playin futbo wv my sibu frens… wow, there’s reli a big gap btween me n them. looks like they hv reli improved a lot.. n i mayb din improve, bt oso gettin worse a bit..

o my passings, shooting, speed r rapidly decreasing… bt 1 thing 4 sure i m still vy motivated n i like futbo.. my crossin n vision is still quite good bt jz my passing couldnt get my vision accomplished.. haha. bt nvm, i will start 2 train from d bginin

got pp say i m crazy bout futbo… injured liao oso wanna play. even d doc say i m crazy. he ask me don play futbo la, go 4 swimmin.. bt futbo 4 me is a part of my life, d futbo blood is flowin inisde me.. where there’s johnny, there’s futbo.. i think o my frens can feel dat.

imagine we play futbo 4 5 years n tek part in d competition 4 5 years.. n d final year we win d futbo competition in our school. haha, n i score an amazing long shoot goal in the semi-final in a tough match against former champion. dat goal reli make me super proud of myself…i can still remember how i score d goal.. a wonder goal which i call it a gift from Heaven.

in form 3 we oso organize 3A1 Premier League among our class. haha, i still keep d reports. cz afta every match ,  will write down o dat happens in d match.. hehe, quite enjoyable. jz like d real english league like dat. quite fun de ma.. play at 1pm where d blazing sun shines. bt our spirit 4 our futbo nvr dies.. salute 4 o my frens. we even play under d rain~ hoho…

everytime when i come bek, i will ask them 2 play futbo, n they got invite me oso 2 play… haha, n  they keep on improving. while me? i think i din improve, i jz keep on dat standard only. mayb nex sem gonna hv our own team n fight 4 places in futsal league… gonna win sth so dat i will b proud of myself..

actually futbo can boost my confidence in doin things. doesnt mean dat scorin goals n assisting goals can help me boost my confidence, mo important is i enjoy d game. when i enjoy d game, i like d game n i don k whether i win o lose.. when i like d game, my confidence boost n i can do d things i nvr do b4… reli.. i can feel it.. so futbo is important 4 me 2 boost my own confidence

afta injured n out 4 5 months, now i m bek… ready n hungry 4 goals n try 2 improve … n trying 2 find my golden touch b4 dat was lost.. i wanan b a better me in playin futbo.. no kiddin, i wanna porve 2 myself my winnin some silverware in my uni life.. so jz hope dat i can succeed in doin dat.. i wanna bring out d bez of me..

mayb i m not as pro as those in d tv, bt stevie g n john terry, u guys reli inspire me a lot… no matter in wat i m doin… n watch out d whole world, d.S.1 is bek!! ready n hungry den b4.

watch out!! futbo d.S.1 is bek!!!!!

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i hv come bek 2 weeks dy.. it’s nice 2 b home n nice 2 land my feelings in dis piece of blog.. long time since i hvnt write. everythin seems familiar bek here bt not d same as b4.

when i mean dis, i mean, pp’s feelings n hearts. i can feel from my frens. some of them r quite familiar wv me b4, bt now, when i try 2 talk 2 them, it seems dat 1 side will stay silent n seems like there is no topic.

everybody’s topic is different, they hv their own topics. they talk bout their class, their frens n their schools n their leisure activities. i talk bout my frens in utp, my class, my leisure activites.. bt 2 things still keep us 2gether. 1 is futbo n another thing is SHS.

futbo.. haha. still tihnking how we use 2 play futbo under d blazing sun, write our names in d list n divide groups. 3A1 premier league, haha, n got reports some mo.. quite enjoyable… when i think of it n share wv my frens.. we o vy xcited when we tok bout futbo, even wake up early o stay awake 2 watch uefa champions league though test is d nex day

haha, it’s vy enjoyin. n futbo keeps us 2gether. they nvr reject when i ask them 4 futbo.. everybody plays d game. bt when i go out 2 utp n injured my rite knee, futbo seems 2 get away from me.. bt luckily when i come bek, i still got chances 2 play wv them. waa… they improved a lot in futbo.

other frens say dat we r d 1 laggin bhind cz we din play futbo long time. bt deeply in my heart, i don agree. i feel my passin n my shooting still d same, n jz my speed is decreasing. bt i can feel my frens r improvin a lot n they r tekin part in sibu open futsal competition..

haha. they r reli good at it.. bt i m still vy good de ho~~ mayb nex sem in utp, wanna oganise my own team n look 4 senior challengers every week!! dat’s d way 2 improve.. i feel dat my frens improve a lot bcz they set every match as a competition..

dat’s y they improve. bt i treat every game as fun.. hehe, mayb i try 2 hv fun n at d same time compete. i feel like everybody changes. when ask me wheter hv i changed? i feel nope. i m still d old fren, d fren dat o my frens know.. d.S.1

d other thing is d school. o my frens love d school. dono y. there’s a vy unique feelin bout d school. feel vy hepi when i reach d school. though my school hv changed a lot, bt i m still familiar wv it bt jz d surroundings n environment changed. 2 me, it is still my beloved school. n i m proud of it~~~

≈ is not d same as =. it is not equals 2, it is approximately… many things changed. pp changed as time passes…places changes as time passes. y pp changes? cz they wanna change. everything seems familiar bt not d same…

mayb pp r bz wv their own lives now. haiz. miss childhood a lot where no homework, no pressure, no thoughts, no worries… only futbo, fun, play, crappin, schools n frens…

everythin is familiar bt not d same, dat’s y i say  ≈ is not =.

after suffer a long term knee ligament injury, approximately 4 2 months, i m finally bek in business.. hehe, bek 2 play futbo la, i mean. i manage 2 score a goal in my 1st return, bt i feel like nothing.. like ti is already get used 2 scorin n still score.. hehe, so li hai la me..

bt i m not satisfied. i can feel dat o my movement hv been limited by my leg. mayb d time is not so rite yet, mayb i need a few mo weeks 2 go. bt i m reli hepi 2 b bek in d field. i thought i can nvr play futbo again.. haha, well, i promise my family dat i will b mo kful whe i play futbo nex time..

well, hope i reli mean wat i say. i will b vy kful 4 everybody. in d 2nd match, i manage 2 score 4 goals.. haha, a better result 4 me. we din play goal post, we only play tiang tiang as goal, once we touch d tiang, den it is considered as a goal. well, quite accurate la my accuracy. bt i feel dat my accuracy dropped slightly. bt i think mayb still can improve la

dis few weeks, my hostel here cant on9.. so kacau la d line, sometimes good, sometimes bad.. haha, so i miss a lot of thing 2 b written here. chelsea against liverpool in d champions league semi final. wow, it is  quite an interesting game!! i watch till 2o high n cant sleep.. dis is d 1st time we reach final, n hope we can clinch a history in UEFA book..

actually now we r hvin a lot of quizzes n final exam is comin soon.. a lot of things need 2 b covered. tambahan pulak, now got another thing is d sponsorship thing.. wow, dis is even mo troublesome. tambahan pulak now d final exam is drawing near, i feel like tak betul if i ask my members 2 finish d tasks. i don even wanna distribute d tasks among d members, cz i scared their results will b affected.

so i do everything by my own, bt at least let them c 1st la.. haha. sometimes i wonder y y everybody k 4 their course marks. some pp jz wont get satisfied of their marks.. n they will b emotionally down 4 d whole day, tryin their vy bez 2 get marks.

well 4 me, marks r jz nothing, i deserve wat marks i get, i wont go ask marks from d lecturers, if they come 2 me, den ok la… u’ll nvr c me walkin inside lecturer’s office holdin my test paper askin 4 marks. well, bt now i can feel d importance of marks, mayb influenced by my frens here.. pooh.. bt dis things reli can influence pp’s emotions n feelings. i jz hope my frens can b satisfied n now jz concentrate on their revision…n don think so much bout d course work marks liaolo ~ aiyoyo

well, hope everybody can do well in their final exams.. especially 4 those who r not satisfied in their final exam last year, dis year muz jia jia you!!! go prove 2 d world u can do it!

n UEFA champions league comin soon, 22/5/08 morning time, chelsea vs manu live from moscow.. haha. hope we can win,.. wait!! 2nite play futbo!! lagi bez!! haha,,,, d king of stamford bridge is bek in business!!! yipee yaya yipee yipee ya

Hv u eva c a person playin minesweeper from 1.30am till 5.30am? i think mayb no gua. if got such pp, den dat guy might hv mental problem.. yep, mayb he got a lito bit mental problem, bt he is sure of wat he’s doin.. he hv spent 10hours of his day time jz 2 finish his minesweeper, sweep away o d 99 mines in an xpert game..

no doubt, dat person is me.. haha, crazy ler.. i hv spend like 10 hours 2 play till i win, n i hv played 974 times till i win, haha, i m faster den edison… at least i m not over 1000. hoho. d reason is simple.. y i keep on playin minesweeper? cz i found out dat playin minesweeper is jz like studyin. n once i hv won, i hv reached my own theory..

from d game, i realize dat i muz nvr give up, try 2 crack d knowldege u dono. i used 2 say "biarkan" when i don understand it n guess wat, they come bek n haunt me bek durin d tests n quizzes. determination is an important thing i hv learnt. not 2 giv up. though i nearly won 4 5 to 6 times wv only choosing 1 mine out of 2 boxes, i failed..

luck is oso important. like u r playin penalty, u muz hv d skill n oso luck. mayb u kick usin d rite way skillfuly bt d keeper guess

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direction. so, no matter how good u hit it, d keeper can catch it. so luck is important. Luck + skill = goal.. in d minesweeper, hv a proper planning, hv

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plannin n folo it. hv

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own style. like my plan is open 3 islands n begin 2connect them 2gether. hoho, lousy tactic bt i like it.

nez, if u not sure, do other spot 1st.. like there r many numbers, stop figurin n start crakcin d mines in other spots, btw, keep

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mind refreshed. don let it overrtired. though i spend like 10 hours jz 2 win, bt, i feel vy energetic.. haha. den, we muz remember 2 review bek d spot we mizz jz now.

haha, dare 2 tek risk. we muz think of d conseequences b4 we make a decision. 4 eg, there r only 1 mine in 2 boxes.. den u better think kfully n lukcily. hope luck is on

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side. bt we muz oso think of d consequences if we choose d wrong box. dare 2 accept d defeat n don jz fall down there. wake up n start o over again.. n if u hv won, don b too snobbish, b humble bt straight 4ward.. n straight 4ward in a humble style.

i bgin 2 think properly. like in previous years, i owes lazy 2 look at long questions n lazy 2 do exercises.. bt acutally everythin is connected to lazy.. so, i hv 2 consider n think properly b4 workin out on a plan. i shud plan on sth dat i m capable 2 do. evevybody hv their different workin load. mayb my workin load is vy few, so i muz force myself 2 at least improve on my hardworking. i wanna b double up my effort so dat  i mayb mo hardworking..

when i lose, i do a research on y i lose. once i realize where i go wrong, try 2 remember. if not i will repeat d same mistake,,, haha wat a waste lo..try 2 remember a lito bit a lito bit everyday, n sure i know i can memorize d everythin include o d futbolers name in d planet. i don doubt my super powerful brain. bt i doubt my lazy attitude.. attitude. muz change it, den my brain will do d nex step.

there r not owes same way 2 success. think properly b4 u go 4 a step, there must b some way. it needs time to think of it. different pp hv different study style. n everybody hv their own memorizing styles. don b lazy n jz memorize. try 2 memorize it in a funny way.. in order 2 remember easilly,.. haah

b kful when doin sth, o makin decisions. once u choose d wrong box which contain mine, den ahah. u die la.. muz think properly n think far byond

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action.

playin minesweeper is an interesetin n challenging game. so far , i only won 1 n my time is 5 mins.. i wanna overtek my own record… reli, i m not joking. bt now i wanna hv a nice rest afta spend 10 hours in front of my laptop. my frens even say i got red eyes liao lo

haha..

bt b4 dat,  i hope i reli can work it out as wat i hv suggested2 myself. many pp wants eveything 2 b on their way, 2 achieve d bez results they wan, 4.0 cgpa.. haha. bt wat i wan is i pray 4 hardworking attitude.. i don pray 4 results.. i pray 4 my attitude..

minesweeper, nex time i gonna :chang chi" u!!! i hope i can reli do it.. thanks 4 givin me support,,,,,,

Election jz finished. n those parties who hv won, congrats… bt i hv a question 4 those who hv won d election."y do u hv 2 ask pp 2 vote 4 u?", if u r reli so kaliber n so charismatic, pp got eyes, pp can c de ma.. y hv 2 post ur own posters everywhere n show ur "dou dou" face leh? y hv 2 criticise other parties n other pp leh?

is dis d purpose of d election? in order 2 win pp’s hearts, u will do watsoeva 2 win? includin criticises other pp? haiz.. sometimes i think dat politics is too complicated, i once think of tekin part in d politic, bt afta some times, i think i m not appropriate… action speaks louder den words, a lito less conversation, guys..

less talks, mo works… if u use d time of those talks 2 do other stuffs, i think pp will b mo hepi, many things can b done mo instead of d saliva bulleting out like AK 47… i reli cant understand. mayb i don k bout isu semasa dat much la. bt i love our country.

y don o d parties join 2gether n work 2gether, cooperate 2gether. i know different parties hv their own objectives… bt if everybody can work it out, den a better 2molo can b created.. i think pp will b heppier…

sometimes i wan 2 keep things simple, bt i tek a look at dis world, pp in dis world is so realistic n sometimes materialistic. they hv strong sense of earthlistic (haha), jz few days i go out shoppin, u know wat saw?

i saw 2 gals sittin in d gate there playin dolls wv d gate closed. n dat time it is raining, n both of them playin dolls wv their umbrella. so cute, so simple, so innocent… den i went 2 d bank, i saw a brother n a sister playin inside d bank, playin wv d petak petak on d floor.. jumpin n jumpin like playin hopscotch. haha, it is so cute. so simple..

when we r growin up, many things we hv seen, many things we hv adopted, many things we hv changed. Many things dat we c make us change in order 2 adopt 2 these "realistic" earth. y like dis? pp willing 2 kill their own brothers 2 get d harta of their family… they tend 2 sacrifice anything 2 capai their goal…

sometimes, i oso feel i m vy realistic… cz i hv 2 progress. everybody hv their time 2 b realistic. bt sometimes i reli think too much of about a thing, n actually it is vy simple. y i wanna think 4 so much? cz i wan everythin 2 b in correct sequence, i wan everythin 2 b smooth.

i started 2 think of d 2 gals n d brother n sister… life is simple 4 them. enjoy it… i feel like i don wanna grow up. haha. keep it simply simple. don make it mo complicated… simple simple will do. b tegas wv ur own pendirian, n don b too stuborn. b simple.. hv d urge 2 do it, do it 4 other pp, not 4 urself, prove it 2 urself, not 2 other pp… make other pp hepi, don show ur anger n disattisfaction in front of other pp… n most important, b there when they need u… owes appreciate wat u hv receive… n pray owes… dis d simply d simplest thing d.S.1 do.. simply simple, rite? no pressure. i m enjoyin it~~~

I m vy lookin 4ward 4 dis time holiday… cz i think i need time 2 consider.. time 2 consider wat? time 2 consider myself 2wards my study attitude. nowadays, mayb these few years, i hv been strugglin in my studies..

mayb sth wrong wv my study style. i used 2 b vy stubborn n don wanna change my study attitude, n now since i m not so stubborn anymo, i m willing 2 giv myself a chance 2 change my study attitude n my attitude 2wards study.

dulu, i don tek studies seriously, i jz play play n think if i hv done my bez, i will b d bez.. bt dis thing wont reli apply here if u DON DO UR BEZ when u r revising n studyin b4 d test. well, dat is me.. owes playin in wateva things i m doin.. i wont pressure myself.

even in d debate competition, d referees say i m not serious enough, n i m not tekin d debate competition seriously. jokin around, create jokes, small small actions.. haha, well, i make d whole atmosphere cheerful. dis is d atmosphere i wan, relaxin n cheerful, no pressure, jz smiles n laughters everywhere. i dono whether my frens feel d atmosphere o not.. hohoho

i owes tell myself, get serious when is needed, get playful if d condition allows. well, so far i only c myself being serious in relationships  especially in helpin frens, when playin big futbo matches, when handling a big project. n wheneva i do those serious things, sometimes i realize pp r scared of me n i will get hot tempered easily.

mayb dis is wat i call EQ, emotional intelligence…haha, sometimes i don wanna get too serious oso in my studies, cz i don wanna accept d disappointment n d failure. it gonna b vy hurt once u study vy vy hard n d results r not there 4 u… well, dis "tek it relaxinly’ is d attitude i learn when i m in SHS. owes in shs.. owes bout shs.. haha, sorry ar. i bgin 2 feel vy relaxed in SHS cz everythin looks vy relaxin.

only u urself determine d standard of pressure n ur standard of relaxation, in utp, some pp make it vy tense, some pp make it vy enjoyable, some pp make it vy borin, some pp make it vy meaningful.. different pp hv different style. some pp come here 2 study. they work reli hard, everyday holdin books, even goin 2 toilet oso hv 2 bring notes wv them. some pp, u can c them around everywhere, where we seldom find them in d room. n yet they got good results..

don tell me dat they don study, they did.. mayb they jz study at nite o watsoeva. 99% depends on ur hardworkin, 1% depends on ur intelligence, dis is wat i truly blieve. u will deserve how much u sacrifice. n now i hv not reli go 4 it, a lot of things, i think is a gift from heaven.. my spm result n my petronas scholarship.. dis r o gifts from heaven. i reli din pursue 4 it.

d thing i reli go 4 it is d jpa bt i din get it. in return i get d petronas scholarship which is considered as a better option if compared 2 jpa. many things start buggin my mind when i think of my own unserious attitude. even final exam i can oso tek it play playly.. n i reli hv 2 change dis attitude rite away.. change 2 wat? change 2 d way dat is "serious when needed bt remains cheerful"

wat m i tokin bout? haha. bt durin dis mid sem break, i gota think bout it. bt i think i no need 2 think bout it. i hv 2 change.. ehem. i choose 2 change la. change my thinkin only.. only change my attitude 2wards study.

I don jz come here study n go home n 4get bout things. i tek it home wv me… 2day i m goin bek, bt o my frens r hvin their physics test. n i hv 2 sit 4 it afta i come bek from mid sem break. so durin d holiday, i hv 2 work hard on my physics. gotta work hard on every subject.. lulu lulu. vy scared dat i will bcom sot sot 1 day, haha bt nvm. i got a bunch of nice n carin frens over here. "when things don go ur way, u hv a whole bunch of frebs dat will bek u up", thanks 4 dis quote, ml.

thanks 4 givin me time 2 change.. i will try 2 get over it. i m willin 2 let u change me, A+, n i m willing 2 change 4 u…

I try vy hard 2 push myself 2 study.. mayb not vy hard mayb a lito bit hard, bt not 2o hard la.. study ar study.. y we hv 2 study?? y la y? tell me y…. mayb dis is students responsibility. some pp will feel uneasy if they don sttudy..
bt 4 me, if i don study, i will feel hepi… i will feel uneasy if i don play futbo.. like now lo.. feel vy kaki gatal bt d time hvnt come yet. i still cant play futbo. 2day, got a fren ask me whether i can play futbo o not.. i straight away say no.. cz i hvnt fully recovered. den he say dat whole sem cant play futbo liao lo.. sorry, fren.. i promise u, nex sem!!! i m pushin myself 2 full fitness..
piles of books n exercises, i c on my frens table n even bed.. as 4 me, laptop lo, water bottle lo, calendar lo, n books wv spiderweb on top of them… haha. n now, i m pushin myself 2 study,. yesterday i went 2 watch d sports news… i saw d fabregas goal…
it is superb fantastic fabulous cracking goal from d 19 years old spanish playmaker cesc fabregas. when i saw d goal, i felt i was floating.. afta he scored, he is not arrogant, he staight away ran 2 his manager’s side, arsene wenger n hug him…
well, i felt reli energetic at dat time.. b4 dat, arsenal was criticised teruk sekali by d medias n o d pp.. n fabregas is d 1st 1 2 silence everybody.. he is d 1st 1 2 prove everybody’s wrong by his determination n strong belief… from d face, i can c strong urge n strong determination… he nvr stop tryin n gettin 2 d goal..
den i saw manu’s goal which scored by c. ronaldo.. when he scores d goal, he looks vy arrogant, like showin off his goal like dat, n so does his manager, alex ferguson. at dat time, i make a comparison, wanna b like fabregas o ronaldo? well, i wanna learn from fabregas, don stop pushing myself 2 d goal i wan.. it is jz fabulous goal from fabregas..
so, i guess now i gotta push myself like wat fabregas did, especially in my studies. in other matters, i m ok bt jz only in studies. it’s time 2 push in d studies, fren….

1/3, my b-day… my b-day. thanks 4 my mom n dad 4 family plannin so dat i dont lahir on 29/2, if not i will hv 2 celebrate a year in 4 years… haha. dis year like last year, i celebrate away from my hometown n my family members, but d different thing is dis is d 1st time i celebrate wv my utp frens…

actually, from wat i hv knew, i know they r goin 2 celebrate 4 me bt jz dono wat tactic they r usin n wat time they r usin… in d end, they say i spoiled their plan by goin 2 V2 2 play ping pong, if not they say their plan will work.. hoho, sorry ar, frens…

2day is oso a b-day of my coursemate, irene.. so they celebrate our b-day 2gether. we gather in v2, den suddenly ah tat n ah ming come out wv b-day cakes n b-day song… wow, i at dat time, was singing, "hepi b-day 2 irene" haha, 4get bout my b-day oso… den make 3 wishes…  .i hope my leg can recover vy soon so dat i can return 2 d world of futbo .. i hope i still can b a good fren of my frens … (XXXX)

d party end up in d usual way, d most shocking part they bought a casual shoe 4 me, wv d blue nike stripes… wow~~~~, i think quite costly, d 1 i c in ipoh parade last time… hehe. n another thing i will treasure is d b-day card. i can say dat it is d biggest card i hv ever received, n got a lot of blessings inside.. i reli like dis a lot,,, 38 blessings inside.. n bout d shoe ar.. dis is d 1st time i wear a branded shoe.. n it is d 1st time i wear d shoe which is mo den rm100 la.. hohoo

wow, i reli will appreciate dis… d design, d words, i reli vy vy like it… at least i can gantung it somewhere in my room~~~ i hv grown up a year again.. n i hope dat i can b a mo mature guy n bcom a fren of my frens…

thanks everybody, relily… hoho. thanks 4 ur participation  n attendance last nite in v2, though i don chat long wv everybody. bt i oso make myself a promise, i will ensure dat i wont 4get o d b-day boys o gals… i will try 2 celebrate 4 everybody so dat i wont ignore any1..

dis year, i don receive so many sms from my sibu frens, only some of them remember me. mayb dis is life gua. bt i wont 4get them. haha. everybody changes when time passes, so i better change d "stubborn" attitude of mine.

JOHNNY TIONG HOK HUI, 19 years old… hohohohohohohohoho